I imagined from the beginning that descending on a man’s house sight unseen for this kind of experience had the potential to create a few awkward feelings until the time that things take on their own life. I haven’t for one moment felt that way since you walked into the hotel lobby to pick me up. Nervous, yes; petrified, yes; awkward, no. You are exactly, let me correct myself, much more warm and personable than I even gathered from our communications.
On the ride home, I told you that I had been in terror upon waking up that morning and realizing “it is here!”, finally! I felt nauseous and panicky. The only way for me to ~sort of~ distract myself was to lay on the bed with my iPod in my ears, the Food Network on, and play a game on my cell phone. That brought the anxiety to a tolerable level….. And your hands . . . I have a couple of pictures of them, but I couldn’t stop examining them, the real ones, in the car, sizing them up with my eyes and wondering what they were going to feel like.
You told me in the car that you had some things to set up when we got home so I would have time to settle down a little bit before we got into anything. Little did you know that there was no settling down for me until I knew I was safely over your lap. The ride home and chatting with you over lunch did go a long way to calming my nerves though, I will say that.
Those intimidating implements
We arrived at your home and you showed me around. I could see all of the changes you intend to make, as well as the wonderful job you have done thus far on your new house. It is wonderful, very comfortable and very you. It was fun seeing the round bed in your room, I knew I was at the right place! When you took out the “toy bag” though…. very intimidating, ouch! I have never seen so many types of implements. Some of them actually look fun (although I found out later that is not the case, there is nothing ~fun~ about a firehose slapper or a small strap).
I watched you set up the camera and you had me lay on the bed a couple of times to test what was showing in the lens. Then you also laid on the bed and let me look through the lens. At the time, I was feeling very apprehensive about the camera and voice recording. I have never recorded myself in any sexual situation and was not even sure I would want to hear any of it. (Now that I have had a chance to hear it though, I find it very very interesting to hear and a perfect way to re-live it.) You said as long as we are here, I will just give you a test spanking and summoned me over your knee for the first time, fully clothed. What washed over me right then was not fear – but relief!! I knew I needed that to be able to calm the heavy forces inside, lighting a fire to my nerves!
You stroked my bottom
As you stroked and kneaded my bottom and eventually started lightly spanking it, my apprehensions turned into eroticism more smoothly than I could have dreamed. I felt like the Queen Bee. If I had a harem of men, they would spend much of their days with me over their laps, just like this.
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