When this sound file starts, we were already well into our spanking adventures.
On Saturday morning, on my flight into Houston, I had some notion that my punishment would happen much later in the evening, perhaps even Sunday. I think that is what kept me propelled in that direction, that it was later, perhaps much later, seemingly far enough to not worry about. But you started spanking me in no time flat.
At one point pretty early on, maybe 1/2 hour into it, you told me you had to put me over your knee and spank me hard. You brought a couple of paddles over with you and I got the clue when you knew you were going to spank me hard enough to have to clamp your legs over mine. Up to this point, you were not being very gentle, but it was still very fun and relaxing in some strange way. You had already taken my panties off and I was bare bottomed. When only your hand really stung, I complained (you said “now, you are being spanked!”), I liked that though – a lot!!
Was that a warm up?
You had already “tenderized” my bottom before you punished it Doc. Was that a warm up? It was more than a warm up. You spanked me as hard with your hand as I was spanked the second time I was ever spanked. It was a hard spanking!! Add to that, the paddle you applied to my backside to the point I was whimpering and the asshole punishment, it was a “not too severe” punishment, but a punishment none the less and it felt like that, painful enough. And, that was just the prelude….
After I arrived, though, you were ramping up to it pretty quickly, eager to get to a point where you were causing me ~real~ pain. It was all real, though it was all really good too. There was a strap on the bed, I was hoping you would leave it there. After you paddled me over your knee, the subject quickly become focused on punishing me between my cheeks. You decided, yes, now…..
Between my cheeks
This is where the sound file starts.
You began speaking about how keenly I can feel the pain when you spank me between my ass cheeks. I obviously agreed, it is a special twinge of pain that I can feel even as those words come out of your mouth. I start to get the feeling that you are working up to actually doing it, so I ask, “now?”. You confirm my suspicions and tell me that this is the next thing you are going to do…..you tell me to look at you when you say that. It is hard to look at your eyes because it is so very close that it makes me very nervous. I don’t know what it was about that afternoon, but I really didn’t feel ready for pain, which maybe is even better, I once said that a real punishment is pain I don’t want at the time. That is what my real desire is.
It is funny that when you climbed over the top of me and faced my bottom, the memory of how much it hurts to feel your smacks on my bottom hole rushed back. Listening to the recording, the harshness of this punishment is apparent from the very first slap. My immediate thought was, how could I have possibly described this with any words that even suggested eroticism? The spoon on the inside of my cheeks gave my head chills and I knew you were just threatening with it, not really hitting hard. Trying my best to hold my cheeks apart for you so you could spank me deeply, wow Doc, you went on for what seemed like forever, only to follow that with another round!! It takes concentration that I don’t have to avoid clenching my cheeks to naturally avoid the assault. I tried hard though so I could avoid that spoon slapping the nerve centered skin between my cheeks if I let go. (thank you for leaving the strap on the bed!) And yes, this leaves me feeling very conspicuously exposed, in a very “under-dressed” way, adding to, at least, the mental sting. The erotic charge found its way back through the pain and your hand slapping deep like that is so painful on such tender flesh that I honestly can’t separate those mixed feelings about it. The fact that many of the slaps landed on and near my pussy only made it that much more confusing. None of that detracted from how purely painful it is when you do that though.
Did I tell you that I can never get enough of the thought of this punishment, but when it is happening, I get enough all to quickly!
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