But while I had punished her vigorously, had she really had all she wanted? She had a surprise for me.
“Later,” she said as I rubbed her back, “I hope you’ll let me feel your belt.”
“Sure,” I replied, thinking to myself, “There’s no time like the present.”
I stood up . . . and this is where the sound file begins:
You can download a higher-quality sound file at 3. My belt.
There are one or two places in the transcript where I’m not certain what’s being said, as for instance when Sandy groans and she might be saying “God!” or just grunting forcefully. The transcript has my best guesses; feel free to reinterpret if you wish. As a careful word artisan I am mortified to have said to Sandy, “you did very good at that,” but no scene is perfect and I have promised to tell it to you just as it happened.
You’ll notice that I scold her during the whipping, telling her she’s bad and needs to be punished. This is pure role play: Sandy’s a very nice young lady who is good company and has a great sense of humor. But she likes to feel naughty when she is spanked and I am happy to oblige her.
When you listen to the clip you’ll hear how hard I whipped her.
What was her reaction after this whipping? Her immediate response, captured in the transcript, was that it was “awful.” But her views changed with time.
We e-mailed back and forth in the week or two after this scene. At one point I wrote this:
Our scene was better than I had hoped. I had high hopes, but when it works out so well in reality that’s just special. My two favorite memories were when I was squatting over you, facing your feet and whacking your buns hard with the small hairbrush paddle, and, of course!, the wake-up paddling in the morning (because I knew how much that was hurting you).
I liked the morning paddling too. But still liked the belt the best.
Doc Tsai: Get your bottom over this [pointing to the pile of pillows on the bed]
Sandy I thought you were going to wait till later
Doc Tsai: It is later [unbuckling belt]
Pause for positioning; Sandy climbs onto the bed and gets her hips over the pillow.
Doc Tsai: It’s the same deal, I’m going to try a couple of practice swats.
I’m standing on her right, and I’m right handed, so I am using the belt backhanded.
Doc Tsai: Yes, that’s right.
Now I have the feel of the belt and am lifting the belt high before each stroke.
“One,” I count to myself. I don’t have a plan for how long to whip her, I just want to make sure I hurt her a lot.
Sandy Oh! Um! Doc!
Sandy No! Doc No
Sandy Ummm no
Sandy Ohh! God!
Sandy Oh god
Sandy Oh oh oh oh oh
Sandy Owwww oww owwww
Sandy Please stop
Doc Tsai: I’ll stop when I’m ready
Sandy No oh god no please no (crying)
OK, I thought to myself, that’s a nice dozen. Let me change positions so I can give her the next dozen forehand. There’s a pause in the sound clip while I change sides and lay my belt across her ass to recalibrate the distance. Then we resume . . .
I am using not just my arm, but my torso, twisting as one does when serving in tennis; each stroke lands with all the power I can bring to bear.
Each time my belt lands her ass is forced in at the point of impact, then almost instantaneously rebounds and shakes violently.
Sandy crying more loudly
Sandy is having trouble holding still.
Doc Tsai: calmly but firmly You stay in position now.
Sandy Please doc please no more please no more.
Doc Tsai: Stay in position.
Sandy Please doc please please
Sandy No more no more
Doc Tsai: You’re a bad girl and you need to be punished
Sandy No more, no more!
Sandy No more doc!!
Doc Tsai: You’re a naughty girl
Sandy No more doc please no more doc please no more
Doc Tsai: I have to whip you with my belt
Sandy No more doc please no more doc please
Doc Tsai: I’m not finished yet . . . .
Sandy Please, please please I can’t take it
Doc Tsai: I’m not finished
Sandy Please doc doc doc
Hmmm, I thought to myself, that’s two dozen, a nice round number. But sometimes I can’t bring myself to end a punishment . . . I have to add extra strokes to keep her suffering longer at the unbearable level. . .
Doc Tsai: Three more
Sandy crying harder
The whipping ends and we hear Sandy crying unashamedly.
Doc Tsai: [soothingly] Attagirl . . .
Pause . . . I comfort her while she sobs . . .
Doc Tsai: I just did this for your sake, to make you a better girl.
sound of a kiss
Doc Tsai: I know you’ll do your best won’t you. Are you ever going to need another spanking?
Sandy What, sir?
Doc Tsai: Are you ever going to need another spanking?
Sandy No, sir
Doc Tsai: That’s so untruthful! Laughing
Sandy I know. . . you hit me so hard
Doc Tsai: I did, didn’t I?
Doc Tsai: It was very good
Doc Tsai: I was afraid the belt might go all the way through your ass, and come out on the other side.
Doc Tsai: It sounded like gunshots
Doc Tsai: How much did it hurt?
Sandy It was awful
Doc Tsai: Ummm. . . you stood it all
Sandy You told me to be still
Doc Tsai: You did very good at that . . . and I didn’t hit you in funny places I didn’t plan on hitting to hit you [because she held still]
Sandy Yes sir
Doc Tsai: That was for your own good, right?
Sandy Yes, sir
Doc Tsai: It was OK that you begged me to stop, because I knew it was hurting you a lot . . .