No search is required for everyday spankings. For the kind of punishment we’re discussing, realizing that it can come true can be a long journey.
>>That has been the case in every step I have taken in this lifestyle. Every step has brought me closer to this, & I am sure that it will be a step to something new after it. <<
Actually there seems to be an experience that can be repeated but cannot be dramatically improved on. There is a limit, albeit a wonderful limit.
To put it another way, if you get to that place of ineffable bliss there is an ultimate quality to it that can’t get any better. One could argue this six ways from Sunday and I might change my own mind about this later; but there is definitely another universe that you can visit if you believe . . . like Tinkerbell and fairies, except it’s real in the sense that many people have traveled there and know it well.
You said in one of your closings that I would not regret this. Of that I have no doubt. I am very confident this will be an experience I hold ‘near & dear’ for a long time. And one of my favorite mottos for life is ‘no regrets…just learning experiences’
Up early & have time for a short note . . .
>>I am very confident this will be an experience I hold ‘near & dear’ for a long time. And one of my favorite mottos for life is ‘no regrets…just learning experiences'<<
Your motto applies nicely when plans go awry; for instance, if getting a real spanking turns out to be painful beyond what you had imagined and there’s no benefit in exchange. In that case you will know that you took a risk, had an experience you had always dreamed about, and learned a lesson. One real spanking would be enough or more than enough.
Even though in hindsight the decision would be hard to justify and the experience something you wouldn’t want to repeat, you have no regrets because you made the best decision you knew how, followed your instincts, and answered the question you had long pondered, “What would it be like to get a real spanking?” Hence the motto.
There is a second possibility, however; and we won’t know for sure until after your spanking how the scenario plays out. I believe it is more likely that your motto will be inapplicable, because it will be a wonderful experience and there will be nothing to regret. Yes, you will suffer pain of a magnitude that would overwhelm most people; but in the heart of that pain you will find a wellspring of pleasure. If this happens, if you are bathed in pleasure of an intensity that only a few people can experience, your only regret will be that you cannot remain eternally in that bliss.
Good Morning Doc,
I think you are right in that this is something I don’t really believe I will regret.
I am a masochist. This is something it took a long while for me to come to terms with. Mostly because of my upbringing. But having accepted it, I have found the multitude of please that comes from pain. There are so many facets to it, and different pains can bring out different responses. Sometimes it is strictly erotic, while other times it is a release. Sometimes it is both. Different types of play can bring out those varied responses too. But there is something about corporal punishment that has always appealed to me. My strongest, and probably most mixed reactions, have come out after a really hard spanking. There is something so very personal about it. The first time I ever cried during play was from a spanking. It wasn’t even the hardest I had received.
Reading back over this, I am not even sure it makes a whole lot of sense, but I have a feeling you will know what I am trying to say.
I hope you have a most pleasant day.