Thank you so much for writing me back.
It doesn’t seem sane? Does it? I don’t even know how to begin to ask for it. Not that I have anyone to ask at the moment anyway. lol
It sure has given me something to think about though. I have a feeling this is something I am going to have to experience. It spoke to me too deeply for me to be able to ignore it for too long.
Thank you for posting what you do, and for being willing to waken the sleeping tiger so to speak. I do wish you were closer, I don’t imagine I would be able to make it Texas anytime soon.
Houston is a Continental hub, and you can fly from Atlanta to Houston and back for about $178 nowadays.
It takes less than 24 hours to give you two spankings. The first is introductory, the second is the real deal, a real punishment where you are frantic with pain.
First I have to say I just chuckled…..I read ‘real deal’, ‘real punishment’ & then ‘frantic with pain’. The hair on the back of my neck stood up, I got goosebumps & my heart rate went up. Then I saw the ‘cordially’. lol It just struck me as funny to talk about something so intense & be so polite at the same time. I love it. 🙂
Second I have to say this is something that I am definitely considering. On some level I question my sanity, but you have struck a chord in me & I have a feeling I am going to be very restless ’til this is resolved one way or the other.
I have spring break the second week in March. The cost of the flight is very reasonable. Am I really saying this? If it’s okay with you, may we keep corresponding. I would like to know you a bit better so I don’t feel totally insane in considering this so seriously.
Of course, we need to know each other a lot better before making a final decision.
I have never been all that impressed with the “safe, sane, and consensual” mantra. Not for lack of respect for my partners, but because everyone has a different definition of “safe”; I have no idea what “sane” means; and what you want most is the closest we can come to a nonconsensual punishment.
If you took a couple of days in March and went to Aspen to ski and it cost you $600 including lodging and lift tickets and you had a 1/1000 chance of breaking your arm, your leg, or your neck, people would say, “have a great trip!” If you spent one third that amount to come to Houston, the only risk being that the pain is more than you can bear, but of course at the end you’ll be not significantly the worse for wear, people would say, “Fly to Houston to get hurt? You *are* sick!” even if that trip brings you the fulfillment of the dream of a lifetime.
People often think their desire to be hurt, to undergo a real spanking intended only to cause unbearable pain, has somehow got to be a horrible mistake. That when they have the real experience they will realize it is not at all what they imagined. And that certainly does happen, to some people.
But for others, the real experience is thrilling, it brings them to an ecstasy beyond words and beyond explanation. Considering how many people play with S&M, not many have actually been to the other side of the heavy surf where you are pummeled physically and emotionally. But it can be done; I’ve done it and I’ve helped others. And when you get to the other side there’s a good chance you’ll experience joy of an intensity that it changes you as a person.
You won’t regret it.
I agree that safe and sane have different meanings in everyone’s eyes. Most people would consider a lot of what I do not safe, & most definitely not sane. I tend to take that as a compliment in most cases. The only person’s option, as to my sanity, that really matters is my own & I have come to the conclusion that a totally sane life would be rather boring.
Every time I play I have that same feeling before we start. Do I really want this? Will it be more than I can handle this time? Am I going to regret this while it is happening or after?
I have found that the nervousness I get before only enhances the actual moment. I don’t know if that makes sense, but it’s as if my endorphins get a little jump start before any pain is even involved.
The type of punishment we are talking about is one that I have thought about for a very long time. It has just taken ’til now for me to realize that it is a possibility. That has been the case in every step I have taken in this lifestyle. Every step has brought me closer to this, & I am sure that it will be a step to something new after it.